I Wish You Happiness, Always
Dear L.
It has been 5 months since I last saw you. I’m sorry that I’ve made you upset with my antics and tantrums. I realised that I’ve been selfish, childish and self-centred. I haven’t really shown you care when you needed it most. I haven’t been a good girlfriend.
I have been thinking about it for the last 5 months and our special times spent together. You have been most wonderful by showering me with love and care when I needed you. There were times when you couldn’t be there and I was upset and blamed you for everything. I was unreasonable and you have been hurt and angry.
I felt that I have tried everything to make you happy but some how, we ended up in angry silence because we failed to see each other points of views. I have never communicated with you and expected you to be able to read my mind when sometimes, I don’t even know what I want.
You haven’t spoken to me since we last met and I understand that you may be still angry and hurt. I don’t blame you for that. Someone told me that in an argument, there’s no right or wrong. There’s only disagreement and different viewpoints. There were times when I felt that you wanted to be right all the time. You were righteous and felt maligned if I said something. Even the things I did, you felt should have been done your way.
You have your character and personality that I didn’t managed to compromise to and being a pampered prude, I felt you were the one who had to change, not me. After being by myself for this few months, I have come to realise that I am not suitable for any kind of relationship. I have to learn how to compromise before starting a new one.
I hope that you will be happier now. I should be in the flight to Cambodia to help the poor children when you read this. I’m sorry that you were very unhappy about how it went. I wish you happiness, always.
Love,
C.
This is a news flash. Flight YK 842 has just crashed. The plane was flying towards Cambodia. A distress call was made seconds before it was cut off.
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