Out of Proportion
Obsessed. That’s why I am. Obsessed with a lot of things and unable to control it until it gets out of hand. Apparently, it had caused problems. It seems I need certain things and only to cause grief for others. I’m a “hard” person as described by ES.
All these years, I’ve been unsuccessful in certain areas and perhaps, I should give it up and be something else. I’m envious of others and forget that I’m different from them. I’m able to accomplish other things but not able to replicate the success of others. I’m the one who will be thinking about it a lot and think “why can’t it be done by me?”
It’s not good. It ain’t healthy either. A leopard can’t change its spots and I have been the leopard all along. It was just a simple thing but it blew out of proportion. It seems that I’m lousy in this area no matter how hard I try. It seems that my obsession for this area is causing major problem. No, it is not “it seems”. It is causing problems.
Perhaps, I ought to kill the leopard.
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