Mishandling Causes Grief and Depression
December is coming. The end of 2007 is coming. My contract is ending in a few months’ time. Everything seems to be ending for me. I feel demoralised. Depressed? A little. I’m not sure what this coming months will bring. Joy? Hope? Lost? Disappointment?
I’ll be graduating once I receive the letter to attend the ceremony. I’m sure my parents will be going with me. However, I don’t feel excited about this ceremony now. After 4 years of tears and hard work, it doesn’t seem so attractive now. With the coming contract ending, I’m once again wondering if I should strike out on my own. I’m not sure where my personal life will be going with my mishandling, yet again.
I still haven’t learnt from the other time. I asked myself why is that I must insist it be done that way. I keep hurting others instead. After knowing that they are hurt, I’m disappointed with myself and depressed with the way I’ve handled the situations.
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